im so sorry

my dearest child, I thank you.
you have brought more guests here and I cannot greet them.
you provide them a safe space where I cannot.
you're doing so well. I wish I could be there.
but I am afraid. I am so very afraid.
it hurts. my own body hurts.
i fear I'm losing a hold of myself.
you will never hear this but… I'm sorry.
i'm sorry if the day comes where my light returns.
i will shine once more but I fear it will be without me.

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